rainy

Rainy which makes me feel it is still winter out there.
I thought I was stepping to forward, but still stepping on same ground as before.
Day by day, time is flying quickly... What am I doing? Am I doing my best?
I feel guilty like I'm being too relax...
Using only brain, keep making plan on papers, how I know what is going on in real life.
People must think about me still an young BOY who is ...
I want to be a MAN.
How can I do..